I try not to vent on blogs anymore. I really try not to 'cause i know that one of these days, i will look back on my old posts and think what a whiny bitch ass i was. I am trying so hard....but DAMN!
I had an epiphany that this year shall be different and i had cut out all the bad seeds. Sometimes when i think back about what happened in my earlier year(s), I get annoyed... really annoyed and it just upsets me a great deal. I'm so disappointed in myself and the choices that I had made during those times, mostly because i try to see the good in people and constantly is oblivious to their fake ass character that they really are. It just annoys the shit out of me.
People who used to come to me and talk smack about their so called friends and then later on i find out they will do the same thing to me the moment i turn my back. All this back talking and back stabbing is just another way to convey their insecurities. No matter how much they try to hide it, it shows. It's just another way of them crying out for attention. I really wish i could give them a piece of my mind. Gather all of them up in a room and just blast each and every one of them. Sons of bitches and ungrateful dirtbags! One day the lightning shall strike and all cards shall be unfold. I really hope that all of you see your true colours. At least man up to the person you are instead of constantly trying to be in denial and defending your so called good graces. Screw that shit!
*Exhale*
Damn it.
